I just bought these three artbooks yesterday, and they're really nice (thought there's still so many I want to buy T_T)

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When I looked at the Flamboyant book closely, I saw many scratches >_< Damn it! I was really pissed off.... I will buy a new one later, and I'll rip this off to scan.

Yes, it's been 18 years and 1 day since I was born...... and it's 18 years and 1 day that I haven't got any girl-friend AT ALL!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAA DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY WHOLE LIFE SUCKS!!!!!

That's right ^^ Something good has happened XD

My old computer (well, not really old ^^) is gonna BOOM to be a Super Computer!
My father ordered from USA 2 Server PCs (XD) These are some example pics, my computer will be like this or even better ^^

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This is the Hardware Configuration of the Computer above (I've just heard about it so it won't be detailed) : 2 Xeon Chips (Don't know the speed), 1 Super VGA Card, 4GBs of Ram, 2 500GBs HDD (yay~ XD), the whole lowest level of the Case is for the Source. And this is just a Second-hand PC ^^ Mine will be a new one XD

This is the first Artbooks package I bought a last few days, most of them are CLAMP's Tsubasa artbooks, you could say that I now have the full collection of CLAMP's Tsubasa Artworks ^^

I bought 9 Artbooks (include Arinea there'll be 10), some I couldn't buy, because I didn't have enough money -_- (Orochi Artbook, Hirashi Hirai Collection, Lucky Star Artbook, Shakugan no Shana Art Collection, and some more, I forgot their names -_- I hope they'll have them when I come back ) and so much more I want to buy >_< (3 FFVII Artbooks, FMA Artbook, Artbook of Bleach new Movie includes CD OST and some more I forgot the names T_T) This is the First Raid, the Second Raid will be much more than this, about 20 Artbooks |(n_n)|

This is the 2007 version of Tsubasa Chronicle Artbook, includes a HDCD (APE format) Best of Tsubasa Chronicle. And Nana Artbook (includes some live action pictures), and a collection of Tarot Cards of Nana.

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And this is Noizi Itoh's KA-E-N Artbook (the first one I bought was a totally mistake ^^) This will be a hard one to scan (but not as hard as Lucky Star Artbook ^^)

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This is Bleach 2001-2007 Art Collection Book, beautiful but hard to scan ;( )..

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This is Loveless - Your Eyes Only Artbook, this is an Yaoi Series but the art is very nice ^^ Don't you think that I like Yaoi |(C_C)|

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This is an Artbook of Tsubasa Chronicle (2500 yen /(OoO)/)

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And this is 2 Art Collection Books of Tsubasa Chronicle (I love them the most |(VcV)|)

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2 COOLEST ARTWORKS XDDDDD

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This is X Artbook (It's Box is made of velvet (XD))

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There'll be more new artbooks , I ordered some Artbooks of Carnelian, Ugetsu Hakua, D.O.G, Tony Taka. I forgot to list Range Murata and the Robot Artbook T__T But no prob, I don't think I'll have enough money to buy that much 9(>_> This First Raid was A Nuke, and I'll have to prepare much more ammo for the Second Raid P(T_T)

I don't know whether I'll scan these books or not, but there's somethings I won't scan : Images that too big, double page images, hard ones to scan (my scanner sucks). And there's some I'll scan : Easy one, not too big. About Arina Tanemura Art Collection Book I've been scanning, I think it'll be delayed ^^

[b]One thing to remember : I'll let you guys do whatever you want with my scans (blogs, wallpapers, banners etc....), just one thing : don't upload it anywhere ^^[/b]

*Listening to : 4744. Kelly Clarkson - [Breakaway #04] Because Of You [3:39]*

Family ? what's what ? what about it ? No.. to me, there's no such beautiful conception as *family*

To me.. it's dead . So what's *family* ? I can't understand it. *Family* is enjoying things together ? or it is sharing happiness and sadness ? Yea, I think that's what people call a *family* and I got father and mother too, but why I can't understand what a *family* is ? And there's many fights, no enjoying nor happiness.. but it's so sad. Every days like hell, every nights with barely sleeps, I got so tired of them.

My father, he just think about himself, he wants everything on his way of doing, he never think about others feeling, even me - his only son, he don't even understand me, what I like, what I hate.... he doesn't know anything about me, he's the worst.

My mother, what's a mother's duty ? she doesn't know that. How to make a *happy family*, she doesn't know that either. She doesn't know everything about a *family*.

Maybe I'm lying, maybe I'm not. But those things above... it's my *family*.. NO!! IT'S NOT MY *FAMILY*!! I've never ever had a *family*

So many things I want to talk with you.. But I'm not in a good mood.. I'm sorry.